Chapter 1873 – Return of The Mount Hua Sect
Chapter 1873.
Simple, isn’t it? (3) ❀ ❀ ❀
“…To see
this bastard’s neck cut off.”
Flash!
The moment
the sharp blade flew toward his neck, Baek Cheon instinctively knew it was the
end. There was no longer any way to avoid death.
‘I…’
Facing the
final moment of his life, only one thought emerged clearly in Baek Cheon’s mind.
‘I did my
best.’
That much,
he could say with certainty. If he were to face the King of Hell and be asked
whether he was innocent, he would have to shake his head. But if asked whether
he did his best, he would nod without hesitation.
Baek Cheon
slowly closed his eyes. It was not resignation—it was acceptance. Acceptance
that this was his end.
Regret?
…Well.
It’s not
that he had none. On the contrary, his heart was filled with regret and
lingering attachments. But Baek Cheon also realized that all of it was
meaningless.
A life with
not a single regret is impossible. So the presence of regret doesn’t mean the
life was a failure. One just needs to accept it—all of it. The life lived, and
even the regrets one couldn’t let go of.
The rest…
could simply be entrusted to those who remain. That was enough.
Baek Cheon
had done all he could. No one could deny that he gave it his all.
At last, a
small peace settled in his heart. It felt like he could finally accept death
completely.
But… was
that really true?
Baek Cheon
opened his eyes again. The blade was now almost touching his neck.
Even now, it
slowly approached—but the moment felt endlessly distant.
A long
stretch of time, a single instant drawn out as if lasting an eternity.
Yet even Baek
Cheon, bound by this warped time, could only exist. And in this distorted
moment, he sank into endless thoughts.
Everyone
leaves regrets in life. And at the moment of death, they either accept them—or
turn away.
Some may
deceive themselves under the name of “contentment.” Others may meet their end
in anguish, unable to relinquish their regrets.
Then what is
the point of life?
If regret
inevitably accompanies life, couldn’t it be said that life exists only for the
sake of regret?
If that’s
true, then human life is just pain—so why do people struggle so hard to live?
Even if
someone claims to live without regret or attachment, would they truly live the
same life again without hesitation, knowing the ending?
Perhaps only
those who can confidently say yes to this question are truly qualified to speak
of “contentment.”
Was it a
life to be content with? If not, does that mean it was a failure? And if one
can be content even with a life full of regret, then does that mean human
effort is meaningless?
Everything
became clear. And yet, everything became ambiguous.
‘I…’
Only Baek
Cheon could answer this question.
He had to
answer it: What had his life been for?
What was the
Tao he had chased after? Was it truly worth devoting a life to something so
formless?
At that
moment, a vast illusion opened before Baek Cheon's eyes—as if his mind had been
flooded with light.
‘Ah…’
A towering,
majestic mountain rose like a sheer cliff.
‘Mount Hua…’
A rocky
mountain with peaks soaring like blades toward the sky, covered in a sea of
blooming plum blossoms. The sight was utterly magnificent.
But only for
a moment—the blossoms quickly withered. The mountain was soon painted in dull
grey. Bare branches swayed as the fallen petals disappeared into the void.
And thus, winter
arrived.
The entire
mountain was covered in white. Desolate, but cold. Like death—unavoidable, no
matter how much one tried to flee.
So, like a
quiet apocalypse, winter descended upon the mountain.
Baek Cheon
stared blankly at the scene unfolding before him.
Everything
has an end.
No matter
how splendid the flowers, no matter how dazzlingly the mountain was painted—its
end was the same. An equal and inevitable conclusion, named white death.
[baekhwa, 백화 (白化)]
If the
conclusion is already decided, was it worth devoting everything to just one
summer?
Had he clung
to something ultimately meaningless?
A chill of
doubt, suspicion—maybe even despair—seeped in.
Baek Cheon’s
consciousness fell into a deep abyss. It felt like he might already be dead and
fallen into hell—a hell where one endlessly questions and doubts oneself.
‘What… was
I…’
In that moment,
Baek Cheon's consciousness was suddenly swept toward a single point. His
awareness became wind, crossing streams and leaping over peaks. He ascended the
mountain covered in snow and ice, climbing ever upward, until he reached the
summit in an instant.
At the
blade-like peak where the icy mountain and black darkness met—there, Baek Cheon
saw it.
A single red
blossom.
Piercing
through the snow piled high, blooming alone in winter: a snow-plum. [seolmae,
설매(雪梅)]
It was
breathtaking. Beyond words. More beautiful than anything Baek Cheon had ever
seen.
Not
flamboyant, but noble. Not overwhelming, but deeply serene. The plum blossom,
unpretentiously standing there, slowly seeped into Baek Cheon’s heart.
‘Ahh…’
Yes. It was
beautiful because it had bloomed after overcoming winter.
It was
meaningful because the life had suffered.
Without
regret, a life cannot be complete.
The bitter
sea of human existence leaves behind regret—and in doing so, creates meaning.
Like the snow-plum that bloomed after winter, Baek Cheon’s life was made
complete by its hardship.
Even if no
one recognized it—his life had meaning. It was undoubtedly radiant.
There was no
reason not to be content.
Baek Cheon
smiled gently.
Everything
had been perfect. Even if history recorded his life as a failure, people would
remember—there was once a hero who gave everything for the world.
Yes. This
was the conclusion of the life he had dreamed of.
The Tao he
had pursued.
In that heartscape
facing the illusion, Baek Cheon smiled more brightly than ever before. And as
that smile reached its peak, Baek Cheon slowly opened his mouth.
“No.”
The radiant
world came to an abrupt halt.
The bitter
winds that had been blowing, the fluttering petals, even the dawn touching the
faraway sky—everything stopped.
“This isn't
what I wanted.”
Though no
one was listening, Baek Cheon spoke calmly as if someone were standing in front
of him.
“I never
wanted to be a hero. I never wanted to shine by overcoming hardship.”
Everyone has
their own Tao.
If the most
perfect thing is the Tao, then the most perfect thing cannot be the Tao.
That is why
the perfect culmination of life, revered by all, could never be Baek Cheon’s
Tao.
“What I
truly wished for was…”
Crack.
The world
began to fracture.
A faint
crack spread rapidly and massively, covering the entire world in the blink of
an eye. Everything started to collapse. And beyond that broken world, what Baek
Cheon faced was his father, Jin Chobaek.
No, it was Jin
Geumryong’s face. Or rather, Jin Eunryong’s face. No, that wasn’t it either. It
was Zhongnan.
The place
where his life had begun—everything flashed past him. It trembled like a wave,
blew past like wind, and vanished like a dream.
And in the
space left by everything that vanished, new things began to take their place.
A steep
mountain, an old and crumbling temple.
Elderly men
in shabby clothes, and young men smiling with innocence.
The smell of
earth, the chill of early morning air.
At the end
of this dream-like scene, Baek Cheon saw the backs of several people. Only
their backs were visible, yet Baek Cheon knew exactly who they were. Even after
hundreds of years, even if his soul were to wear away to nothing, he could
never fail to recognize them.
Baek Cheon
faintly smiled.
It was
different from the radiant smile he had once worn, thinking he had achieved
everything. This one was faint, perhaps even a little sheepish—small and
genuine.
“Yes, all I
ever really wanted… was to find the place where I belong.”
He took one
step forward. Then another.
With no
hesitation, he walked to where he naturally ought to be.
The place he
should be. The place he had always longed to be.
The place
where Baek Cheon could be Baek Cheon.
Slash!
At last,
blood burst forth.
As Baek Sang
collapsed in shock at the sight, a tremendous light suddenly engulfed them all.
‘What… is
this?’
It was
radiant, yet gentle. A light so mysterious that even calling it “auspicious”
didn’t do it justice.
‘Sahyung?’
Baek Sang
instinctively understood. The one radiating this light—was none other than Baek
Cheon.
Something
was happening. He had no way of knowing or guessing what exactly, but one thing
was certain: something enormous and beyond his understanding was unfolding.
Baek Sang
felt like he might go blind at any moment but forced his eyes open even wider.
Amidst the brilliance, a figure slowly came into view. Even with all his
effort, he could barely confirm that it was shaped like a person—the form was
that hazy.
Even so, Baek
Sang felt it in his bones.
He had to
protect this moment—no matter what.
Meanwhile,
the Evil Tyrant Alliance warriors felt exactly the opposite of what Baek Sang
did.
“S-Stop it!
Stop it nowwwww!”
Of course,
the Evil Tyrant Alliance warriors also didn’t know exactly what was happening.
But they could instinctively feel one thing: if they didn’t stop this right
now, they would face consequences they could not handle.
Their bodies
reacted faster than their thoughts. Like moths drawn to a flame, they charged
toward the heart of the light.
Baek Sang’s
eyes flew wide open.
‘No—Don’t!’
For moths
flying toward fire, only death awaits. But these were not moths, and the light
that enveloped Baek Cheon, though dazzling, was not fire—it would not harm
people.
Baek Sang
tried to launch himself forward, but his body no longer listened. Desperate, he
hurled the sword in his hand. It flew true, stabbing squarely into one of the Evil
Tyrant Alliance warriors’ backs.
But that was
all he could do.
‘Please!’
For the
first time, Baek Sang looked to the heavens.
He had
survived countless crises before. Lived through them all. But to come all this
way, only to face such an ending—wasn’t this far too cruel? How could heaven be
so merciless?
The Evil
Tyrant Alliance warriors swung their swords fiercely at the glowing figure.
That human-shaped light looked like it might shatter into pieces at any moment.
At that
instant—
“Hwaaaaaap!”
Someone
answered Baek Sang’s desperate plea—not the heavens, but perhaps someone moved
by their own desperation.
Fwooosh!
White sword
energy scattered like snow over the Evil Tyrant Alliance warriors’ heads.
That snowy
white energy blended with the radiance, appearing both present and ethereal,
and instantly swept away the Evil Tyrant Alliance warriors.
“Gyaaaaaah!”
Those who
had been charging were flung away, bloodied and broken.
And in the
space that opened up, a man descended.
Bathed in
the brilliant light, he had finally found the very thing he had searched so
long for.
“These
bastards… how dare they…”
Jin
Geumryong of Zhongnan scowled like a wrathful demon as he glared at the Evil
Tyrant Alliance warriors.
“You dared
raise a blade against a bloodline of the Jin family? You’ll pay for it. None of
you will die easily.”
Growling
like an enraged tiger, he gripped his sword tighter.
Snow-like
sword energy began to swirl in the air.
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Is it fate that I'm writing an essay on Life's Meaning and Why Live and I come through this . 🛐🛐🛐
ReplyDeleteSuch a good chapter, I am being well-fed today 🥰
ReplyDeleteOn one hand, having to realize value of life while it's clear you're gonna lose it is natural, so I understand Baekcheon, but on the other hand it is just so funny to me:
"Oh, there's a blade flying at my neck, sounds like it's a good moment to have journey inside and read/write some poetry about spring and winter and spring again"
Also Jin Geumryong, yess! I was hoping he would appear and go crazy over someone trying to hurt his little brother.
(Also Jin Eunryong mentioned, yay. I really want to see him as character, but he is just being sidelined in favor of drama between oldest and youngest)
damn it i really wanna see cm vs jang ilso but this chapters are soo good too
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