Chapter 1904 - Return of The Mount Hua Sect
Chapter 1904. There’s Something I Want to Ask. (4)
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“So you mean to say something
like this as a joke…”
“I am serious.”
“Please be serious, Alliance
Leader!”
Jongli Gok was almost about
to breathe fire.
“Who does not know that the Heavenly
Comrade Alliance was formed with Mount Hua at its center! Are you saying there
is someone who does not know that all the sects now belonging to the Heavenly
Comrade Alliance are closely connected with Mount Hua?”
The core of the Heavenly
Comrade Alliance was Mount Hua. No one in the world could deny that fact.
There was no need to
exaggerate. If Mount Hua wished, it could knead the direction of the Alliance
and even the smallest rules as easily as kneading dough. Jongli Gok had already
confirmed this truth during the previous meeting.
“And me? I, the leader of
Zhongnan, Mount Hua’s old enemy? You cannot truly believe that makes any
sense.”
“Heh heh.”
“No, please don’t just laugh
at me…”
Hyun Jong casually shrugged
his shoulders and spoke.
“As you said, the Heavenly
Comrade Alliance was formed with Mount Hua at its center. It began with that
rascal, and since he is the heart of Mount Hua, that much is undeniable. And
that is exactly the problem.”
“…What?”
Jongli Gok flinched and looked
at Hyun Jong.
“What do you mean by that…”
“I was not the one who
started the Heavenly Comrade Alliance. But I know well what kind of place the Heavenly
Comrade Alliance is. It was formed so the sects that had ties of friendship
could help one another.”
That was the appearance of
it.
But to put it accurately, it
was an alliance that gathered around Mount Hua to guard against outsiders such
as the Ten Great Sects and the Evil Tyrant Alliance. That was the true nature
of the Heavenly Comrade Alliance.
At least, that was how
Jongli Gok saw it.
“What exactly is the problem
with that?”
“It is a problem. Why would
such a place, formed by sects gathered in friendship, need a leader or a
center?”
“…What?”
“If such a thing is needed
among true friends, then they are not truly friends. If one cannot put other
matters aside and simply look upon the other with goodwill, are they really
friends?”
The Jongli Gok of old would,
without a doubt, have exploded at this point, saying, ‘What kind of nonsense is
that from a delusional fool? Ideals are ideals and reality is reality. Are you
planning to ruin a well-working alliance with such lofty talk?’
No, not even that. More than
shouting, he would have sneered at Hyun Jong for thinking such things. He would
have said he was nothing more than a small-minded man who did not even know how
to look out for his own interests.
But now it was different.
Jongli Gok knew all too well that while Hyun Jong might appear foolish, he was
not truly a fool. Because of that, Hyun Jong’s words now sounded somewhat
different.
“…You mean to say that a
system overly centered on Mount Hua could become a problem?”
Instead of answering right
away, Hyun Jong lifted his teacup and quietly savored the aroma. Then he fixed
his gaze on Jongli Gok.
After a moment, Hyun Jong’s
expression changed slightly and he nodded.
“That could be so.”
“…What?”
“Why did I never think of
that?”
“What?”
“Hmm. Then shall we go with
that?”
“No, Alliance Leader?”
Jongli Gok stared at Hyun
Jong in blank confusion. Hyun Jong let out a quiet laugh.
“The truth is, my whole body
has started to ache these days.”
Hyun Jong exaggeratedly
tapped his shoulders as if groaning in pain.
“I have wanted to step down
for some time now, but the person I had originally marked for the role
hurriedly passed away…”
He was speaking of Tang Gunak.
“So now I must find another
person to hand it over to… but the other one suited for the position has said
he will go to Gangnam.”
That was Shin Gae.
“Then among those who
remain, I must choose someone suitable, must I not?”
Hyun Jong let out a light
sigh.
“But everyone else seems too
busy just managing their own sects. And Mount Hua cannot take the Alliance
Leader position again. Which leaves only one person.”
“You mean me?”
“Who else could it be?”
Jongli Gok could not hold
back the sigh that burst from him. At first it sounded somewhat reasonable, but
the more he thought about it, the more it was not. That could not be.
“Sect Leader, I am Jongli
Gok.”
“…..”
“I know well the grace
Zhongnan and I have received from you. That is why I try, in whatever way I
can, to repay it and stand upright.”
“I know that.”
“But I am also Jongli Gok.”
His gaze sank for a moment.
“People do not change so
easily. The reason I act like this now may simply be because improving
relations with Mount Hua is advantageous for Zhongnan. If circumstances change,
I might once again do something to harm Mount Hua.”
Jongli Gok knew himself
well.
There are those who are so
moved by others that their values change entirely. But Jongli Gok was not born
that way. For him, it was impossible.
If he had been a merchant
rather than a martial artist, he would have left behind greater
accomplishments. That was how Jongli Gok saw himself. But if such a man were to
become the leader of a great alliance, what kind of consequences would follow?
“Thank you for the trust you
have given me, but I am not someone worthy of such regard. The reason I say
this is because I still carry misgivings within me.”
Jongli Gok could feel it.
The presence of something
that still stirred inside him.
The void in the Central
Plains. The collapse of the once tightly packed powers, leaving behind empty
spaces. Not once had he failed to consider how he should move within this new
world so that Zhongnan would gain the greatest benefit.
That was why Jongli Gok must
not rise to the seat of leader. Now was the time to set that place down and
step back.
And so…
Tak.
While Jongli Gok was lost in
thought, Hyun Jong placed a teacup filled with warm tea before him.
“Alliance Leader?”
“Do as you wish.”
“…What?”
“Do as you wish.”
A look of bewilderment
appeared in Jongli Gok’s eyes.
“What are you saying?”
Hyun Jong gave a faint
smile.
“Sect Leader, I am a lacking
person.”
“….”
“I stood by and did nothing
while Mount Hua crumbled before my eyes. If you had been in my place, Sect
Leader Jongli, perhaps it would never have come to the brink of annihilation.”
“That was the past. The you
of now, Alliance Leader, is…”
“Do people change so
easily?”
Jongli Gok was struck
silent. For it was he himself who had just said those very words.
Hyun Jong smiled gently.
“But even someone lacking…
no, precisely because I lack, there is one thing I can do well. That is to
learn.”
“What is it you say you have
learned, and from whom?”
“Beop Jeong.”
The abbot of Shaolin. At the
mention of his name, Jongli Gok flinched.
“Beop Jeong?”
“Beop Jeong is an
extraordinary man. More so than anyone else here.”
Jongli Gok could not deny
those words.
Even if now he was the leader
of a fallen, ruined Shaolin, how great had he once been? The man who once held
the prestigious Ten Great Sects in his hand and shook them at will. That was Beop
Jeong.
In truth, Jongli Gok still
found it difficult to accept that such a Shaolin had fallen so utterly.
“Yet even that remarkable
man failed to accomplish one thing, and so he faced a disastrous end.”
“What is it… that he failed
to do?”
“To let go.”
Jongli Gok’s eyes trembled
faintly.
“The position of the North
Star of the martial world. An empty title, yet he refused to relinquish it. In
order to hold on to that seat, Beop Jeong sought to sway the world. Because of
that, Shaolin suffered a disgrace that may never be erased.”
Jongli Gok stared blankly at
Hyun Jong.
“Even such an outstanding
man could not shape the world to his will. How could I possibly do so? Of
course I cannot. Which is why I choose the easier way.”
“And that is… to let go?”
Hyun Jong slowly nodded.
“Become the Alliance Leader.
And lead the Alliance as you see fit. Mount Hua, as one of the Alliance
members, will do its utmost to support you.”
Jongli Gok’s gaze sank. Cold
and sharp, his eyes seemed as though they would pierce through Hyun Jong.
“Is it so that Mount Hua
won’t become the next target?”
Despite his question, Hyun
Jong’s expression did not change. But for the briefest moment, a heavy silence
settled between them.
“Well.”
Hyun Jong gave a quiet
laugh.
“It would be more accurate
to say it is because otherwise the discontent hidden under the name of friendship
would begin to spill out.”
“Before it festers and
bursts from within?”
Hyun Jong silently nodded.
For the first time, an
expression of admiration crossed Jongli Gok’s face. This man clearly understood
what people were. That gratitude, as an emotion, fades far quicker than one
expects.
And when gratitude toward
Mount Hua fades, what will remain is only unease toward the sect that has the
world in its grasp.
“So you mean you do not wish
to bear the burden of karma, and therefore will not bear authority either?”
“No.”
Hyun Jong shook his head
firmly.
“It is only that I will not
take on what I cannot shoulder.”
“….”
“I do what is needed. But
what is not needed, I do not do. What is excessive, I discard. What is lacking,
I fill. And in that way, like flowing water, I find the place where I should
be.”
Hyun Jong’s gaze grew
endlessly deep.
“That is the way of the Taoist.”
Jongli Gok remained silent.
Excessive. In today’s Heavenly
Comrade Alliance, Mount Hua’s presence was far too excessive. Compared to
Shaolin’s influence in the old Ten Great Sects, Mount Hua’s power now was far
greater. It was, without a doubt, overflowing.
Therefore…
“…To let go.”
How simple and easy an
answer it was.
‘But how many in this world can
truly live by that answer?’
To discard wealth because
one has too much, to cast away greed because one’s greed is excessive, to break
one’s ambitions because they are too great. Where could such a person be found?
Right now, Hyun Jong had
given the most perfect answer, both as a Taoist and as the leader of a sect. An
answer that even suited Jongli Gok’s own tastes, no, one that only someone like
Jongli Gok could truly understand.
It was worthy of respect.
Worthy of admiration. But Jongli Gok was not such a man.
“Can you really live without
regret? I will covet. I will take advantage. I will wield power. That is the
kind of man I am.”
Jongli Gok clenched his fist
tightly.
“Even if this choice of
yours ends up harming Mount Hua, can you truly say you will feel no regret?”
Instead of answering
immediately, Hyun Jong quietly drank his tea.
Then, quite suddenly, he
asked,
“Is the fragrance of this
tea not wonderful?”
“…..”
“I always knew I was
lacking. Yet others never allowed me to step down from this seat.”
“That is true. Because you
were the one most suited for this position…”
“But was that truly so?”
“…What?”
Jongli Gok looked at Hyun
Jong with puzzled eyes. What did he mean by that?
“If I had truly resolved to
step down, do you think they could have stopped me?”
“…..”
“Of course not. The truth
is, I could never cast aside the greed lurking in the corner of my heart. And
throughout this war, I have seen clearly how much harm that greed has brought
to Mount Hua.”
“Alliance Leader.”
“I kept thinking… I still
have things I can do. I still carry burdens that may serve everyone better if I
bear them. I still…”
Hyun Jong slowly shook his
head.
“All of that is nothing more
than the greed of someone unwilling to accept his own shortcomings, unwilling
to let go.”
“…..”
“When I return to Shaanxi, I
plan to hand everything over to those who come after me and retreat to the back
room. Regret? Well. Even the desire to not regret is a kind of greed. All I can
say is that, for now, this feels right. That feeling is all I have.”
At that, Jongli Gok let out
a laugh, as if in disbelief.
Not because Hyun Jong’s
words were absurd, but because the man before him felt like a sage who had
transcended all things. A living immortal. Could there be a more impossible
existence than that?
Hyun Jong continued calmly.
“Of course, Sect Leader, you
may do as you wish. Greed too is part of being human. Is that not natural?”
“…And yet just now, you said
one must let go.”
At those words, Hyun Jong
grinned. It was truly a sly grin.
“And that is why the Tao is
difficult. Because it changes with each moment.”
Jongli Gok felt his head
spin.
“Will you accept it, then?”
“And what of Mount Hua?”
Jongli Gok asked the question
with slightly heavy breaths.
“Does Mount Hua also approve
of this decision? This position and authority were not created by you alone,
after all…”
“Ah, you mean that?”
Hyun Jong rose from his
seat. Then, quite suddenly, he bowed deeply toward Jongli Gok.
“Alliance Leader…”
“Mount Hua will, of course,
continue to work alongside you in many things. But as for me, I may soon retire
from public affairs, so let me greet you in advance. Please take care of the
Alliance, Sect Leader. No, Alliance Leader. Thank you for accepting such a
burdensome request.”
“No, I…”
With these words, Hyun Jong
turned and walked toward the entrance of the tent without a moment’s
hesitation. He lifted the curtain, neither too quickly nor too slowly.
Jongli Gok’s eyes widened as
he saw what lay beyond.
Through the open tent he saw
them. Mount Hua’s disciples, all ready to depart, waiting for Hyun Jong.
Their faces showed no
complaint, no concern. It was as if they already knew everything.
“This will be my answer.”
“…..”
“Well then.”
Hyun Jong gave a gentle smile
and stepped out of the tent.
“Alliance Leader…”
Flap.
The entrance fell shut,
leaving Jongli Gok alone inside the tent. After a long silence, he let out a
hollow laugh.
“Truly… we are so
ill-matched.”
He quietly wrapped his hand
around the teacup before him, then slowly drank the tea that had not yet
cooled.
The faint plum blossom
fragrance, which he had smelled countless times before, tickled the tip of his
nose. Somehow, he felt that this scent would linger for a long, long time.
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