Chapter 1919 - Return of The Mount Hua Sect
Chapter 1919. I Wish This Could Last. (9) ❀ ❀ ❀
“Khh! This goes down so well.”
“……Geol, since when did you
like alcohol that much?”
“There’s no one watching
right now, is there?”
“Huh? What does that have to
do with anything?”
“How does it not matter?
From the disciples to people from other sects, there are so many eyes on us.
I’ve barely ever been able to drink freely because I had to keep up appearances.”
“......That was you keeping up appearances?”
“Good grief.”
“Don’t lie, siju.”
“……These guys?”
When Jo Geol snapped and
pointed a finger, laughter burst from all sides. Cheong Myeong also laughed.
Though they were all
laughing like this, everyone thought the same thing inside. They were now in a
position where they could no longer ignore how others viewed them.
That was why this gathering,
with only the people here, was even more precious. At least here, they didn’t
have to mind anyone’s eyes or pretend to be something.
“Sasuk, be honest with us.
What were you thinking when your head was about to get cut off?”
At the question, Baek Cheon
made his signature arrogant expression.
“Hmmm. Something like, ‘I
have no regrets left in this life’?”
“Ugh, annoying.”
“I thought he was Jin Geumryong.”
“Bloodlines don’t lie.”
While everyone shuddered in
disgust, Jo Geol snickered and glanced at Baek Cheon.
“Baek Sang Sasuk said
something, you know.”
“Hm?”
“He said that no matter how
he looked at it, the way you were clutching your lower half back then… you
definitely peed a little.”
Baek Cheon shot to his feet,
face turning bright red. His trembling finger pointed at Jo Geol.
“What are you spewing, you bastard!”
“Now, now. Why get that
angry? If it’s not true, then it’s not. Getting that angry only makes it suspicious, doesn’t it?”
“You— you little….”
“Well, it’d be
understandable if you did. Your head was about to be chopped off. If it were
me, I probably would've peed. Right, Sahyung?”
“Hm. It would indeed be hard
to hold it in.”
“Sasuk, don’t worry. Who
here is childish enough to tease someone over that? We understand completely.”
“I said I didn’t pee!”
“No, then why are you so
mad—?”
“That Baek Sang bastard……
This time I’ll kill him. I really will!”
While Baek Cheon fumed like
he was breathing fire, everyone else burst into laughter.
They drank while using the
most trivial stories as side dishes. All the heavy things they had no choice
but to discuss were pushed far, far away for now.
Cheong Myeong laughed
lightly.
‘It was like this in the old
days too.’
Cheong Mun, Cheong Jin,
himself. And even Tang Bo.
Everyone had burdens to
bear. And everyone knew it—the weight of the others’ loads. But at least when
they were together like this, they could set those loads down for a moment.
And so, the space filled
with trivial jokes, utterly useless nonsense. It was hard to believe that the
most important people in the world could gather and chatter about such silly
things.
Yes, just like this very
moment.
Many things had changed.
Things were still changing even now. But perhaps, in the midst of all that,
there were still things that wouldn’t change.
“Wait, what’s with this
bastard now?”
“……Huh?”
Jo Geol was suddenly
growling at Cheong Myeong, glaring at him. Everyone’s eyes turned toward Cheong
Myeong.
Yoon Jong tilted his head in
confusion.
“Why’re you suddenly picking
on someone who’s just sitting there quietly…?”
“Exactly! Isn’t that the
problem? We’re drinking, so why is he sitting there quietly?”
“Hm? Now that you say it….”
Yoon Jong nodded as if he
found it reasonable.
“Cheong Myeong, is something
wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong.”
Jo Geol snorted.
“This bastard keeps trying
to set the mood these days! Sometimes he even looks at people with these deep
eyes, it gives me goosebumps all over.”
“He’s not looking deeply.
That’s the look of someone thinking you’re pathetic, Geol-ah.”
Yoon Jong calmly corrected, but
Jo Geol remained stubborn.
“Whatever! I’m telling you,
I can’t stand it. He keeps putting on airs that don’t suit him. Sitting there
nodding to himself and all.”
Cheong Myeong, blindsided out
of nowhere, stared blankly. Then he slowly turned his head.
“This guy, seriously?”
His jaw clenched.
“Come to think of it, it’s
been a while since you were beaten, huh? Got too big-headed and can’t see
what’s in front of you. You picking a fight with me?”
“Why? You gonna hit me?”
Jo Geol tilted his neck with
a crack and tapped his neck with his hand.
“Go on. Try it. Just once.”
Cheong Myeong was so
dumbfounded that he just stared blankly, mouth open. Jo Geol grinned proudly.
“You won’t be able to beat
me as easily as before! I’ve gotten stronger too, you know. I am the
one-and-only ‘One Sword Splitting Light, Jo Geol’! Right, Sahyung?”
Yoon Jong smiled warmly.
“No. I think you’ll get
beaten even easier.”
“Did he sleep through the
fight with Jang Ilso or what?”
“Goodness, ancestors above.
Someone’s going to die today.”
“If you want to die, biting
your sword and falling forward would be a quicker way, wouldn’t it?”
“Huh?”
Just as Jo Geol realized
he’d gone too far and his smile began to fade—
“I agree.”
Unexpectedly, Yoo Iseol
sided with Jo Geol. With her usual expressionless face, she shot Cheong Myeong
a brief glance, then nodded again toward Jo Geol.
“He has been a bit annoying.
Lately.”
“Right?! I knew I wasn’t imagining
it!”
With that, Tang Soso quickly
chimed in too.
“Sometimes when I look at
him, he’s like some old grandpa. Like someone who’s lived through the whole
world alone.”
“Exactly! That’s it!”
“……He definitely doesn’t have
the same charm as before.”
“Amitabha, doesn’t that
simply mean he’s becoming more human? Though… hmm……”
Even Hye Yeon shrugged.
“Personally… I’m not so
sure. I believe a pine caterpillar should only eat pine needles.”
“You mean a mad dog should
live like a mad dog?”
“You mean a person can’t go
against their nature?”
“You mean Buddhist teachings
or not, humans can’t be reformed?”
“You little demons…….”
Cheong Myeong stared at all
of them in disbelief and opened his mouth to speak, but a white liquor bottle
suddenly thrust itself in front of his face.
“Here.”
“Huh?”
“Drink.”
Baek Cheon tipped the bottle
toward him.
“Wait, what is—”
Kwag!
Before Cheong Myeong could
finish, Baek Cheon shoved the bottle into his mouth. The strong liquor poured
down his throat in a heavy stream.
“Stop killing the mood and
drink.”
Baek Cheon released the
bottle, grinning.
“Tomorrow, we’ll have new
things to worry about again. That can’t be helped. But…… you can’t live your
whole life clinging only to your worries, right?”
“Exactly.”
“Well said!”
“Khahk!”
Cheong Myeong, face bright
red, yanked the bottle out of his mouth. Baek Cheon burst into laughter.
“So just drink! That’s what
alcohol’s for.”
Cheong Myeong glared at
everyone, then eventually laughed along.
“Damn bastards.”
“More alcohol! We need
more!”
“Amitabha. I do have some
grain wine I set aside, just in case.”
“Wow, look at this monk. A
real drunkard, huh.”
“Ahem. Think of it as foresight
for times like these.”
Loud laughter spread across
the room.
Cheong Myeong fiddled with
the bottle in his hand, then slowly took a drink.
Beyond the white bottle, the
faces of those around him overlapped with the faces of those he’d once sat with
long ago.
‘It’s different.’
Of course it had to be.
‘But… so what?’
Cheong Myeong still doesn’t
know.
Whether he was still
lingering in the past, or finally taking a step toward tomorrow.
Whether he exists here to
connect the past, or to move forward with these people.
Mount Hua would change.
Just as it always had, and
just as it always would.
And within that change, Cheong
Myeong might lose his way, or perhaps, unlike the others, he may end up
standing still.
The future is unknowable.
But…
Cheong Myeong looked at each
person before him one by one, then slowly closed his eyes.
At least one thing was
clear.
What small wish he truly longed
for.
‘I wish this could last.’
These moments. These days.
They might seem like
nothing, they might be meaningless.
This moment, like those
fleeting times of the past, filled with silly laughter and stupid remarks.
‘Just... last…’
Familiar laughter brushed
against Cheong Myeong’s cheek like a gentle tickle.
Silently lifting his head,
he saw a large moon. Familiar faces appeared upon it, smiling down at him.
‘Here.’
And only then—
Cheong Myeong felt as though
he had finally found the place where he truly belonged.
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The grand hall was enormous,
but far too empty and desolate for its size. Darkness hung heavy in the air,
pushed back only faintly by a few struggling braziers.
On either side of the worn
throne at the very top stood its guardians in solemn lines, and before them all
stood Heavenly Executioner (Cheonsal).
Heavenly Executioner slowly
looked around at those surrounding him, as though preparing to pass judgment.
Everyone looked exhausted, worn down by time. Some even looked downright
shabby.
There had once been many
more in this place. The Left Envoys [jwasa,
좌사 (左士)], the Right Envoys [usa, 우사(右士)], and other ranks whose titles were now barely remembered, along with
countless disciples [saja, 사자(士子)].
But now, only the withered
elders who had not escaped the ravages of time and the faded souls worn thin by
waiting remained.
“Second Bishop.”
Heavenly Executioner turned
his gaze. A man standing before the throne entered his view.
The Archbishop.
The only person in the world
Heavenly Executioner still respected.
And the only one in the
world capable of silencing him.
Wearing a stiff expression,
the Archbishop looked down at Heavenly Executioner and asked.
“Why have you violated the
laws of our cult?”
“……”
“Answer.”
Heavenly Executioner
remained silent. The Archbishop asked again.
“You must not lay a hand on
the Central Plains. Have you forgotten that this is the teaching of the cult?
You, who should be an example to the followers, how could you break the
doctrine of our order?”
Heavenly Executioner’s lips
twitched. Then, openly, he let out a deep sneer.
“Teachings? How is that a
teaching of the cult?”
Despite the mockery, the Archbishop’s
face did not change.
“There was no such law
before the Heavenly Demon departed for the Pure Land. So who created it? If it
was not a decree from the Heavenly Demon, why should we accept it as law?”
“Have you forgotten?”
The Archbishop answered
calmly.
“We ourselves created it. We
feared that with our own hands, we might commit the greatest sin—hindering His
reincarnation. So we established that law ourselves.”
The Second Bishop chuckled
faintly.
“So we did. And yet…… it
truly is strange, isn’t it?”
“What do you mean?”
“It’s nothing but
contradiction.”
The Archbishop fell silent
for a moment. Instinctively, he sensed that the words to come would be
dangerous.
Heavenly Executioner slowly
spoke.
“If he were someone who
could die by my hand, how could he be the Heavenly Demon?”
“Second Bishop.”
The Archbishop’s voice,
always gentle, suddenly sank, heavy and stern. He would not tolerate more.
But sensing this, Heavenly
Executioner did not stop.
“Reincarnation,
transcendence, excuses, all of them. If someone like me could affect him, he
cannot be the Heavenly Demon. In other words, even believing that we could harm
him was a form of doubt.”
“……”
“If we truly believed in his
perfection, such a law could never have existed. Yet because of that pitiful
law, we have imprisoned ourselves in this barren land. Shackled ourselves,
accepting a punishment never given.”
A chilling murderous intent
began to flow from Heavenly Executioner’s body.
“For what? Answer me, Archbishop,
what was it for?”
“Heavenly Executioner.”
“In this place, this hellish
land where not even insects would crawl, what were we hoping for?”
His voice grew louder. At
the same time, a black demonic energy surged forth, as though a storm cloud
were rolling in from the depths of the world.
“For what purpose did the
followers who imprisoned themselves here die? What meaning did their deaths
have?”
Even the other bishops
recoiled in fear at the violent aura, stepping back. Only the Archbishop
remained still, his eyes sinking deeper.
“Answer me, Archbishop.”
The power of the two began
to slowly boil.
[note: I changed the title to ‘I Wish This Could Last’ after seeing the context of Cheong Myeong’s words in this chapter.]
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Putting Cheongmyeong saying he wishes peaceful days would last and demonic cult scene back-to-back is evil, Biga is evil
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